I think I have been a little anxious today, just trying to search for an emotion that works for how I feel. Happy that my counts are up, sad because I will probably be really sick tomorrow (a kind of sick for several more days), optimistic that things might go better this time around, nervous about seeing if my tumor as shrunk anymore, relieved that I will get another round of medicine to fight my cancer and distracted and consumed with all the plans and options I have to make things smoother this time around......to name just a few of the emotions!
Random thought for the night. When they said my hair would fall out I figured it would all just be gone but I keep shaving it and patches keep growing back. It is work to keep it shaved and then I wonder if I am just a girl with a shaved head. Maybe I should quit shaving it and see if it grows back. Jen quickly reminds me of the bald patches were the hair isn't growing back. I guess I just keep shaving it for awhile!
Peace to you, dear one.
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